marriage! :))

your name forever the name on my lips ~ taylor swift!

dulu mase kat matrix, me and my classmates (mira and dayah) rajin la jugak pergi jumpa ustazah. well orang baru nak berjinak dengan agama kan kenelah rapat dengan orang yang pandai bab agama, well for me lah! my friends are fine! so kalau ade pape questions selalu la pergi tanye die. penah skali tu tanye pasal 'who can/cant we marry?'. punya lah beria sampai lukis tree diagram sume kay! sampai kan i yg draw the diagram pun pening x ingat ape relation dengan orang tuh! punya la nak selidik boleh ke kahwin ngan die! ahaha

lebih kurang cam ni la kitorang draw! but minus the names! ahhaa 

plus a lot more complicated? yeah!

okay, so then one day mira came to me and beria giler cakap die nak g jumpa ustazah sebab nak tanye bout something! and so i asked la ape die. she said 'entah, pasal kahwin tapi tak kahwin!' 

ahahhaa i know! i dengar pun macam what?? hahaa so nak jadikan cerita ustazah busy giler sampai kitorang dah habis matrix pun xsempat nak tanye die bout that kahwin tak kahwin thingy! haha so akhirnya setelah beberapa bulan dah kan, i came across this article bout the whole kahwin tak kahwin thing! 

rasa terharu pulak bila bace surat tuh! pastu mula la perasaan nak kahwin tuh datang lagi! aduhh! but then kan! btul la kan, parents nowadays banyak yang suruh blaja first before kahwin. but if u really understand the meaning of 'belajar' then sampai mati la tak kahwin! macam mane nak pegi haji!! :((

yes! my dream is to pegi tanah suci dengan my husband on our honeymoon! sweet tak? eheee! tp tgk la circumstances die. kalau kahwin awal and tak mampu lagi then later on pun boleh pegi. it can be our second or third honeymoon then eh? wahh tak sabar! ahahha bukan tak sabar sebab nafsu! but tak sabar to have that person that i can rely on. someone to actually guide me to become a better muslim! i need that! thats why nak kahwin awal! i mean u never know bile nak mati kan!

so cepat la kahwin! plus when u da kahwin, everything u do will become a pahala! (tgk niat jugak kot?) like if u urut ur husband without him asking u to u'll get, jap let me check!

haa! if u urut ur husband bile die tak suruh u'll get 7 tola emas! if u urut bile die dah suruh then u'll only get 7 tola perak! okay dont ask me tola tuh ape! i pun tak tahu! ahah but im sure its something awesome! and btw, that info, i dpt from this book 'riwayat bidadari syurga by munif ahmad'. 

so yeah back to the parents, mine la actually! tunjuk perasaan kat sini pulak! kau kecoh kecoh kat sini pun macam la diorang bace amee oii! 

biakan! nak jugak type! ahhaa so yeah i know they meant well! nak suruh habis study dulu so that nanti kalau kahwin tak terkontang kanting kau nak makan pakai sume! but really if u're doing something good, im sure Allah will help u go through it kan!

"Barangsiapa yang bertakwa kepada Allah, nescaya Allah akan lepaskan ia dari masalah hidup Dan diberikannya rezeki dari sumber yang tidak diduga. Dan barangsiapa yang bertawakkal kepada Allah, nescaya Allah akan mencukupkan keperluannya. Sesungguhnya Allah melaksanakan urusan (yang dikehendaki) Nya. Sesungguhnya Allah telah mengadakan ketentuan bagi tiap-tiap sesuatu." 

[Surah At-Talaq, ayat 2 - 3.]

so i am very confident that i wont die due to starvation! sebab Allah ada and Allah will protect me unless da memang ajal la kan! :) okay so banyak da merepek but i think i made my point here and there! ahaha 

mira i hope u're reading this! ni la kahwin tak kahwin awak tuh! :)) 

from left : che, afiqa, mira, me and dayah!

apabila masing masing mengontrol kecomelan! :P

ahaa! comel lagi! 

i had to put this picture sebab nak tunjuk muka dayah yang beria!

oh btw, disebabkan da mention pasal haji tu, tetibe rase cm nak buat list of to do things with ur hubby! ahahha that shall be my next entry! maybe! heee :D

till then, take care! :))